More than 30 years after being stripped, bound and paraded
through countless Vietnamese villages, Pete Peterson returned to the country as
America's ambassador. While there, he shook the hands of his captors - and
began a mission to save the lives of young swimmers.
Douglas "Pete" Peterson could have got out of
flying bombing missions in Vietnam.
When his number came up - in May 1966 - he had already
served in the US Air Force for 10 years, both on home soil and in Germany.
Since his wife was pregnant with their third child, he would have been eligible
for a deferment - but he didn't apply.
"I was a professional soldier and I did what I had to
do and she was a professional military wife and she did what she had to
do," he recalls. "But I obviously regret that now."
The job Peterson had to do was fly F-4C Phantom II fighter
planes. Taking off in Thailand, almost always at night, and flying right across
Laos and into North Vietnam, he bombed enemy transportation routes. He was what
was known as a Night Owl fighter pilot.
A rotation lasted 100 missions. Four months into his tour,
Peterson had already flown 66 missions - it was starting to look like he might
be home in time for Christmas.
Then on 10 September, Capt Peterson and co-pilot Lt Bernard
"Bunny" Talley took off to attack a bridge and ferry complex close to
Hanoi.
"Unfortunately the weather was worse than forecast and
we ended up getting into the clouds. We couldn't see the missile coming,"
he says.
It almost tore their plane in two. With the rear portion
engulfed in flames, Peterson and Talley ejected.
Peterson fell into a mango tree. He was badly hurt, with
head injuries, both knees dislocated, a broken leg, arm and shoulder. He
ordered Talley to run and evade capture. Peterson took out his .38 pistol and
thought seriously about killing himself. In the end he threw it in a ditch. He
would try to survive - and the only way he could survive was to be taken in by
the enemy.
Peterson describes what followed as a catastrophic
nightmare.
He was caught by a group of villagers with one rifle between
them, which they stuck in his mouth. They stripped him of his clothes, bound
him and dragged him back to their tiny village - An Doai - where he was put on
display like a hunting trophy. After a while he was moved to another village,
where he was interrogated, and then, still in his broken, untreated state,
piled into the sidecar of a battered motorbike, and paraded through countless
other villages.
Jeering, spitting crowds formed around the motorbike.
Peterson still has scars from the rocks that were thrown at him that night.
"I was perfectly fair game for all the locals and they
took their shots," he says. "If you stop to think about it, it's
quite a natural reaction after having been bombed for several years - they had
their chance to get a little retribution."
He was first taken into Hanoi, to the Hoa Lo prison - known
to its American inmates as the Hanoi Hilton - and brutally interrogated.
Years later, he spoke of the resolve of US soldiers in Hoa
Lo "to take whatever torture was dished out to the point of permanent
physical injury or death or something just short of that".
After four days, Peterson was finally transferred to a
hospital and from there, to a prison camp south-west of the city, known by US
prisoners as "the Zoo". He has clear memories of his prison room.
"It had three air-holes in the ceiling, a trap door in
the door which food and so on was passed through, and a bunk, just planks of
wood set on concrete pillars - and that was the bed," Peterson recalls. A
cane insert prevented him from seeing out of the window.
Those concrete walls were to be Peterson's north, south,
east and west for the next three-and-a-half years, with only fleeting breaks
every few days to wash or empty his toilet bucket. After that long stint in the
Zoo he was transferred to another prison, and then another and another.
"Initially of course the idea is you're going to go
home in a couple of weeks," he says.
"After five or six Christmases go by you kind of
wonder, well, maybe that plan isn't going to work. And you then take on a
mental state that essentially says: 'This is it, this is your life. It's not
going to change.'"
Peterson began to "take trips out", engaging for
hours on end in a sort of vivid day-dreaming. It was more than a process of
recalling his past life with his wife, Carlotta, and his children, or the one
before that, on the small plot of land on the outskirts of Omaha, Nebraska,
where he grew up with nine brothers and sisters.
It was an imaginative mechanism through which Peterson was
able to play out unlived aspirations, going through items on a mental
"bucket list" of places he had longed to go to and things he had
planned to do.
He didn't know who the president was or that his country had
put a man on the moon. He missed seven years of his children's lives. Peterson
has referred to the irretrievable basketball games and birthday parties from
those years as "time scars".
Back in the US, his wife Carlotta also passed four years
without news, since the North Vietnamese did not declare the names of their
prisoners. It wasn't until mid-1970 that Hanoi released a propaganda film
showing American POWs attending a Christmas church service, in which Peterson's
face was clearly distinguishable.
At around this time, Peterson was taken back to the Hanoi
Hilton. Through a tap code used by the prisoners to communicate, Peterson
learned that his co-pilot Bunny Talley had been captured by the North
Vietnamese a day or so after him and was also in the jail.
Following the Paris Peace Accords in January 1973, some
international representatives came to the Hanoi Hilton and shouted out that
they were negotiating the prisoners' release.
The first inmates were handed over on 12 February. There
then followed an agonising wait as the soldiers, increasingly restive and
indignant, demanded to be let out. Peterson was in the second tranche to be
released, and re-joined his compatriots at 11:50 on 4 March, 1973.
He remained in the Air Force until 1980, retiring as a
colonel.
Before the war he had dropped out of college, but he went
back to university and collected his bachelor's degree, did some post-graduate
work and ended up running a mental health programme at Florida State
University.
In 1990, he was elected to Congress on a Democrat ticket,
and remained there until 1997. During this period he revisited Vietnam three
times in the hunt for information about US soldiers missing in action, the
"MIAs" who some believed may still be imprisoned in Vietnam.
These trips were a chance for Peterson to come to terms with
his wartime experience, which he had not talked about with his family.
"What I had done was mask it," he later told the
San Jose Mercury News, admitting that he still occasionally woke up in a cold
sweat.
"It wasn't that the experience was injuring me at all,
I just didn't think about it. But when I came here the second time, that was
when I said: 'Hey, I am really OK. I have really come to grips with this.' I
realised the Vietnamese were coming to grips with it too."
Peterson became a voice for reconciliation. After he chose
not to run for a fourth term in Congress, he was approached with a job offer.
"President Clinton contacted me and asked if I would be
interested in being a candidate for the ambassador slot in Hanoi, the first
one," he says. The first one, that is, since 30 April 1975, when Graham
Martin had ascended to the roof of the embassy in Saigon with the stars and
stripes tucked under his arm and climbed on to a helicopter.
Just like in 1966, Peterson didn't have to go to Vietnam -
and this time he very nearly didn't.
"I was a little concerned. You can go back and visit a
country and that's one thing, but going back and being a chief diplomat of a
country is quite different," he says.
From one perspective, he was a strange choice. How would the
Vietnamese receive a man responsible for 66 bombing raids on the country -
raids which Peterson admits probably resulted in civilian casualties? And
although he insisted at the time that he would "check hate at the
door" would his counterparts in the country buy that, or assume he still
bore grudges from his ordeal during the "American War"?
Clinton was insistent and sent some of his aides to Peterson
to persuade him. In the end, he agreed.
"I was keen to challenge myself and see if I couldn't
go back and right the ship, so to speak, and do something positive after having
been involved in a lot of activity that some might conclude was somewhat
negative."
He was, he says, welcomed with open arms. The former LA
Times journalist David Lamb, in his book Vietnam Now: A Reporter Returns, says
that during his four years in Vietnam, Peterson became "a walking
billboard for reconciliation".
Lamb says Peterson was so popular that Vietnamese people would
often stop him on the street to have their picture taken with him. He got his
hair cut for 50 cents from a local barber, ate noodle broth like a local, and
on his free days took off into the countryside on a Honda moped.
A special moment came four months after he took up his post
in May 1997. On 10 September - the same day he had been shot down 31 years
earlier - Peterson revisited An Doai, the village where he had been taken
prisoner.
Before the trip, he was apprehensive. "It's a walk back
in time," he said. "I don't do that well."
He drank tea with Nguyen Viet Chop and Nguyen Danh Xinh -
two of the men who had dragged him back to the village through the rice
paddies. And he walked through the fields, holding hands with the grandson of
one of his former captors, to the mango tree in which he had fallen 31 years
earlier.
Peterson said that day: "I return here not to re-live
what was probably the most unhappy day of my life, but to signify to the entire
world that reconciliation is not only possible but absolutely the way to reach
out."
As ambassador, his big political agenda included overseeing
a trade agreement between the US and Vietnam. Peterson also made it his aim to
see as much of the country as he could. He visited at least one different
province each week, always making a point of stopping by a school, a hospital
and a company or factory.
It was on his visits to the overcrowded hospitals that he
began to adopt his new cause.
"What I realised in these visits was at least half the
people being treated in those facilities shouldn't have been there at all
because they were suffering from injuries that could have been prevented,"
he says.
Raising awareness of health and safety became a major goal
of his embassy. In his office, a few blocks from the site of the Hanoi Hilton,
Peterson began a programme called Safe Vietnam. He applied diplomatic pressure
to the Vietnamese government to improve safety practices.
One of the first areas Peterson focused on was the use of
helmets for cyclists and moped riders.
He encouraged the Vietnamese to introduce legislation making
helmets mandatory and negotiated a deal with the shipping line APL to donate
container space to import them. Today, in contrast to most south-east Asian
countries, almost all Vietnamese riders wear helmets - they have become
something of a fashion accessory. Peterson says that head trauma in Vietnam has
been halved as a result.
In 2000, the Vietnamese Red Cross awarded Peterson their
Highest Merit award. Already the owner of a US forces Legion of Merit, the
ambassador became one of the few US Vietnam veterans - perhaps the only one -
to own a medal featuring the face of Ho Chi Minh.
The following year, Peterson oversaw a landmark mortality
and injury study, which showed that the leading cause of child deaths in
Vietnam was not infectious disease but accidental injury. The results helped
focus the work of a new NGO, The Alliance for Safe Children (Tasc), which
Peterson set up with his Vietnamese wife Vi Le (Carlotta having died in 1995).
"We started to look at drowning prevention
specifically, because drowning in our statistics was the biggest killer of
children in the countries where we had conducted surveys - it was the biggest
killer by far," he says.
Tasc estimates one child drowns every hour in Vietnam. In
Bangladesh it's one every 25 minutes. Across Asia, the group estimates the
death toll to be between 200,000 and 280,000 children per year - around the
same as the total number of deaths from the Asian Tsunami in 2004. Nearly half
of these victims are toddlers.
Large parts of south-east Asia are covered in rivers and
lakes - around 16% of Vietnam, for example - and although children and their
parents bathe at dawn and dusk across the region, relatively few people can
swim.
"There is a fear of water," says Peterson.
"It is not normal for a family to teach the children to swim, because the
parents can't swim, because they are absolutely petrified of water."
Working with the Royal Life Saving Society in Australia,
Tasc has developed a drowning prevention programme called Swimsafe. More than
300,000 children in Vietnam and Bangladesh have taken the programme and learned
basic survival swimming skills.
Although the programme mainly focuses on rural areas, it is
also conducted in the Vietnamese port city of Da Nang, which during the war was
the location of a major US airbase. Even though the city has beaches on two
sides, the training takes place in inflatable swimming pools to allay parents'
fears.
Da Nang's government has now committed to ensuring that, by
2020, every child can swim before leaving secondary school.
But NGOs always need sponsors to keep programmes going. Tasc
suffered a major setback earlier this year when its main funder, the Australian
government, said it was no longer going to back the project in Vietnam.
"The real issue is that there is no door in any aid
organisation or WHO, Unicef or any of these organisations that says 'Child
Injury Prevention'," says Peterson. At times, he is frustrated by what he
calls the "follow-the-leader mentality" in the aid sector, which he
believes is fixated with countering infectious disease.
Pete Peterson, now 77, is not a man to relax in his
retirement, nor is he one to dwell on the past. Years ago, he said that he had
no intention of becoming a "career POW" and that God had not saved
his life for him to be angry.
"My life was preserved to do something
constructive," he told CBS. Years later, he and his colleagues are now
desperately trying to scrape together $100,000 to keep Tasc's "foot in the
door" in Vietnam.
Almost 50 years after first being sent to the country, Pete
Peterson's mission is still incomplete.
(BBC NEWS)
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